littlesamxxx

LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!

2008-05-02T20:17:03Z

what!!!!!!!!!1

life is blah
i am not getting what i want
and thats ok.

i really just dont care about anything,or anyone anymore.
&thats OK!

as simple as

2007-05-10T19:50:05Z

if he wont leave my house,
i will.

if you know of any apartments for a decent price or rooms available hit me up

littlesamxxx @ 2007-04-11T12:32:00

2007-04-11T19:33:28Z

i got rid of him.
still jealous, but overall happy

littlesamxxx @ 2007-04-10T09:36:00

2007-04-10T16:36:44Z

and that would be the end of me trying,
again.
OVER ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT DUDE!

littlesamxxx @ 2006-12-26T23:04:00

2006-12-27T07:04:54Z

!!!!!!!!
we'll see :]

littlesamxxx @ 2006-12-25T16:05:00

2006-12-26T00:05:07Z

im going to be an aunt again.
my other brother is bumping up their marriage and his fiance is 2 months pregnant.
merry christmas :]

littlesamxxx @ 2006-12-17T00:00:00

2006-12-17T08:00:53Z

i have a lot to say,
but i wont.
sometimes keeping your mouth shut is a good idea.

i was thinking about the past year, and its been really hard.
ive grown a lot, learned a lot, been really happy, been really low.
2006 you were insane!
and now youre almost overrrrrrrr yayyyyyyayayayayay!

i have this one knuckle thats super dry, and wont stop.

i dont understand a lot of people,
people my age anyway.

whatever man!
im going to finish cleaning my room.

its crazy how people you once called your closest friends can turn their back so easy.
the roles switch.
everything is wonderful in their life, and wam bam, they could give 2 shits about whats going on in yours.
im not trying to complain, if anything it shows who real friends are.
but its mind boggling.
im not refering to one person, its more like a handful.

ive also decided im not going to go to shows anymore.
i really dont like the feeling of knowing someones going to say something about me,
and having to be on my toes all the time, especially since ive dealt with it for 2 years.
it gets old :/

shit will get better.
im doing whats right for me.

littlesamxxx @ 2006-11-30T12:42:00

2006-11-30T20:42:52Z

how dudes turn out to be such douche bags is something i'll never understand.

littlesamxxx @ 2006-11-28T00:15:00

2006-11-28T08:15:34Z

you're young & retarded.
and when i say retarded i mean naive.

im just old & confused.
and when i say confused i really mean i just want to run away.

littlesamxxx @ 2006-11-19T18:28:00

2006-11-20T02:28:57Z

worst birthday ive ever had.

i kind of got fucked over at work today, and hopefully i dont get fired for it.

littlesamxxx @ 2006-10-29T10:07:00

2006-10-29T18:08:43Z

had an awesome time with johnny :]
mmmmmmmmmm
thats all.

littlesamxxx @ 2002-01-08T23:42:00

2006-09-12T17:33:12Z

still doin the school thing
still doin the work thing.
i have time for nothing and it stinks.
my car needs an oil change baaaaad, THURSDAY I SWEAR!
my bestie left me for 3 months last weekend,
jimmy as now taken her place of yelling at me whenever the thought of him comes to mind haha

i want a side piece
im not sure of what yet.

bootycall on friday, im stoked.
a mini vacation for meeeeeeeeeeee :]

littlesamxxx @ 2006-07-16T08:04:00

2006-07-16T15:04:40Z

go ahead
ruin your life
i dont care
you're not worth my time

littlesamxxx @ 2006-05-19T13:04:00

2006-05-19T20:05:03Z

not going to cry this time

littlesamxxx @ 2006-05-16T21:07:00

2006-05-17T04:08:34Z

i want this cutie patootie.
its only 13,000 but it comes out 2007
im spoiled, but im pretty sure my dad wouldn't help out this time
and my 2004 chevrolet aveo only has a trade in value of 6,000

:[[[[[[[[[[[[[[

mannnnnnnnnn, my grandma gave my brothers 10,000 each to do with what they wish
and they fucked that shit up so now she wont give the rest of the siblings money.
total bummerrrrrrrrrr

i guess i'll just stick with my little baby

littlesamxxx @ 2006-05-03T11:01:00

2006-05-03T18:02:42Z

i just got a message regarding some rumors(kind of) that have been going around
and that person just set things straight with me.
i must say i haven't had had someone act grown up about RuMoRZzZz in a while.
it was much appreciated.

but in other news,
people should keep their mouths from running.
karma is stinky folks; trust me, i learned it the hard way.

littlesamxxx @ 2006-04-24T14:35:00

2006-04-24T21:35:17Z

drama update:
i still dont know whats going to happen.

in other news
this song is wayyyy good.
so if you havent listened to it before
Blue October- Hate Me

I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you did this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you, for you, for you, for you...

littlesamxxx @ 2006-04-23T16:24:00

2006-04-23T23:24:12Z

weird.
a few days after that cutsie post, everything goes to shit.
i think were going to "take a break"
more like "i dont know if i want to be with you or not"
cooooooool

:]

2006-04-21T17:48:00Z

cutest picture ever

heeeheeeeeeee

2006-04-21T02:49:36Z

sappy love post of cutsie pictures :]

littlesamxxx @ 2006-03-15T06:58:00

2006-03-15T14:58:05Z

you should probably consider not talking shit 'cause karma is a bitch.
:]

littlesamxxx @ 2006-03-07T11:23:00

2006-03-07T19:23:38Z

todays goals:

1. get better
2. actually start looking for a full time job
3. sleep a lot.
4. get better

littlesamxxx @ 2006-03-04T12:39:00

2006-03-04T20:39:18Z

i dont even know.

littlesamxxx @ 2006-02-21T15:19:00

2006-02-21T23:19:22Z

kind of sketched out/scared
we'll see where this goes i guess

the password gets changed every week

2006-02-18T09:32:40Z

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hahaa